The Suicide Note.

   I am so sorry and hope you will all forgive me

Please take care of my pets

Especially my hamster

He likes to climb on top of his cage every night

And a treat of some sliced apple now and again

I haven't much in respect of possessions

My musical instruments - you can give to charity

Or sell them, maybe use them as ornaments

And the little money I have left can go towards my funeral costs

I have chosen a quick and painless way to go

So don't worry if I suffered, I wont have.

I no I will miss the warm sun and bird's singing

But maybe I will still hear them

I'm so very tired all the time

And everyone seems so happy

All their happiness has become to hard for me

It has become like a leaden weight to carry around

So I feel I shall be better away from it all

Tell my uncle Fredrick I loved all those old books he showed me

And make sure he doesn't drink to much again

You no how angry he gets

Anyway I no for sure I am doing the right thing

Iv'e been alone now for many weeks

And have had time to think it out

I feel quite excited about it all

My pets seem to no what I have planned

And watch me more often

They seem to be giving me advice

And somehow agree when I show them things

I haven't told anyone

Everyone thinks I am really happy

And always smile like I could never do

I wont you to give uncle Fredrick my book on bird spotting

The one I got on my 16th birthday, I am sure he will like it

He loves colour, and it is full of colourful pictures

I am really sorry about all of this

But maybe it is for the better

Your loving son.