Feelings

Every time I think of you
There's this blue feeling inside.
Spontaneously, my eyes show it too,
Leaving them open wide.

Then, I whisper your name
And think about the games we play,
Wonder wheather your feelings are the same,
Or, that, you most probably go away.

In order not to give in,
Against this, I deeply fought,
Scattered it all, into the wind
But could not tie the knot.

And when the wind blows at night
It whisppers in my ears, to remember
Not to leave you out of my sight,
So, I loose strenght and surrender,
To this night wind that awakes
The stern of this fool heart of mine.
My feelings, it embraces,
And you become my shrime.

I dreamed a dream once
About the love I so much desire,
But life made sure to enhance
That true love, I'll never acquire.

Slowly, and alone,
I realize that the dream is gone
Must change myself into a new born
Because your heart, I'll never own.

So, I'll carry on,
on my own
Whith all my hopes gone,
And you, vanished and unknown.