Forever is a long time i lost my self in the way

I want to know
how I should know
I’m thinking out loud
so how it going to be
I don’t know
how to do it
and why I'll
keep doing this to me

Forever is a long time
I lost myself in the way
I’m trying to get back to trail
i got to find a way
but I always fail
How long it takes
to see that the fakes
Will only hurt me
Will only hurt me

I want to go
I’m running to
Where the light is on
Searching the way
Planning today
Maybe then I’ll
Find me

Wishes and desires
and the promises
are promises that I can’t realize
I don’t know
how to do it
and why I'll
keep doing that to me
Until now
So far
I travel my way
the long way
I’m lost in the way
I’m lost again

I want to go
I’m running to
Where the light is on
Searching the way
Planning  today
Then maybe I’ll
Find me

Forever is a long time
I lost myself in the way
Forever is a long time
I lost you in the way