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Last night I awoke from a dream with my lips placing a kiss upon yours
then one more upon your shoulder while you lay gently asleep
I know this is only a dream, but for that feeling as real as real can only feel, I am grateful
for feeling the touch of your lips was like a dream come true and I haven't had a dream in over a year because of the seraquel
yet you broke through
so to close my eyes and feel your touch may be the only thing that I have to hold any belief

It's like a story of a fairy tale if I receive your hand to once more hold
yet if I walked away and never spoke a word at all
inside I would be praying for you to save me from myself
so worthless, yet the holder of one of the most loving hearts
and
you know that to be true
from saying the words which you never wanted to hear before
I said with meaning and that is my belief
so to make it real I would love to place a real kiss upon your lips

When your love is all I need to make it real and true
so I just close my eyes tonight and just believe
that everything will work out the way it was meant to be
you and I
atop of a hill, upon a setting sun in a beautiful home
providing a life that I only dreamed of many times before
yet is my waiting worthless
because waiting is the hardest part
and
I don't want to wait if there is no chance in hell

Come home my dear because I love you
I love you still

With a slap to the face, I feel as I'm just a disgrace
yet that was only a thought brought to my attention for making a mistake
better off living alone then being with someone I will never truly love
so did this persuasion fall upon deaf ears, or reach into one last attempt
is it too late, am I too far gone, will there ever be anything to show
because I would love to be with you and your little angel

Maybe writing this wasn't the greatest of ideas
yet I had a feeling to express
so I just did all that I know
a series of words and metaphors that reach into your heart and truly make you feel
that everything is true and real
and
the dream placed you back into my arms once more
and
with that said I hope there are plenty more
because I might never get the chance again
to place a goodnight kiss upon your lips
knowing you don't like wake up calls
I will still be there for the feeling is real to show

The dream persuaded me to write this to the world
possibly as a proposal of feelings reintroducing one another for another hand to play or to fold

With that said the dream is all I have left
with only memories left to remember what could have been
something that I never thought was capable
someone to care for and to hold
because I am not so good on my own
when love is all I need to make it real
when even getting half of you feels like everything