If I kissed you now

If I kissed you now,
you'd know how sweet
I can be and how
profoundly I love you.

But you avoid me,
I'm not your kind of woman.
And though you don't want me,
you like perceiving 
my eyes on you.

So I won't let you know
how strong my love is,
you just want to play
as if love was a game.

You'll never play with me,
my love isn't a joke.
You won't use me,
I'll never kiss you,
even if you ask me.

But if I kissed you now
you'd never forget me.