The Rose Within The Forgotten Field

I've faced eternal rest within the sound I once spoke
deep down within the memory I took hold of all that I have lost
with each letter and a waste of hand I now stumble beneath the rose
I dream of fame yet loneliness takes its toll, within darkness I may be released
the piece that she once had she now spoke I must say I'M GLAD TO SEE IT GO

I dreamt of flowers in the field, the rose stood before as love now softly slipping through each finger
my face turns black from all the fear, how long my lord must I sing this song
I now must say that I have tried to love you yet I have failed and I return with another plan
WITHIN SILENCE I FOUND MY HOME

I tried to adore all the lovely descriptive tales, yet like a loose dress I fall straight into the floor
so happy yet so sad oh which should I explore
my mind wonders off into a world where silence takes over all who dwell
I now dream of ignorance within each breath, yet I feel alone
this stage breaks through the wall of defense, anxiety takes over each and every step
I feel for some time I have awaited yet the spell takes its missing piece and SOMEHOW I'M GLAD TO SEE IT GO

I dreamt of flowers in the field, the rose stood before as love now softly slipping through each finger
my face turns black from all the fear, how long my lord must I sing this song
I now must say that I have tried to love you yet I have failed and I return with another plan
WITHIN SILENCE I FOUND MY HOME

misery is where I stay yet I repeat each wasted sentence within the dark
my memory fades within time, returning to that moment where all I wish is to exist
I dreamt of flowers within the field, I now pass before this body as a sickness that you have caught
I wasted the past 4 years, suicide within each thought
YOU BROUGHT ME HERE, NOW TAKE ME HOME