With Meaning Now Hidden Honored and Loved

I have forgotten the breeze, I have forgotten memories
tainted smile at ease, yet passes disease

I wanted to see, I wanted to know
curiosity fills the cup desperately in need

traces carry tales and the treasure is secret, I've passed by phases like seasons to cycle

footprints that lead another to way, wings may be broken then float astray

the meaning still searching, the reason unknown
I capture the feeling, distant yet close

a waste of breath connects the pattern, pieces now missing, attached with pray, with beg of healing

I have spent much time as I ponder in question, wasting the years as I hate the casting reflection

water to ripples and boring the nursing, travel to distance with wishing existence
broken lies shattered the glass now severs, parts together now fixed in weather

in matter of sense what is the meaning a practical joke to passing of minutes
I can go on with meaningless words, but together its art what a way of work

to guess of one's question the answer in riddles, lies seem horrid the children now honored

to forget I exist may seem easy at first
but with no more words and no more hope, now there's no meaning to go on living
masterpiece in flow with meaning now hidden
to break the chain one must admit, one must confess
the truth we all search, with faith in thirst
my words give strength
honored and loved