As If I'm Someone Yet Someone Else

As If I'm Someone Yet Someone Else

Faces of darkness begin to surround, the lightness has faded beneath the hollow ground
evil has risen it is all that can be seen, memories to pass are all to gain

Shouting my voice of the pain I have felt, reason for leaving is only a mystery
banging my head off the table I eat, closing my eyes to all that is good
tracing my heart that once held a beat, if I could I'd stay till the end, yet I remain to weak
but left with no hope is all that I know, the stains of my soul now scar the holy path
where all shall walk and all shall pray the prophet I once was has now said his last praise
needle to eye only to cause pain, photographs found with songs of happiness and all that I once dreamed
to all that contains wisdom is all that now weeps, all that was faith now drowns to escape
to let go of my past is a blessing I wish to receive, as I shout again of the pain that now leaks
loving and caring is all that I wish, someone to tend and someone to kiss
yet again I find that I'm screaming like this
blaming the Lord for my breaking into pieces
alone I now am, there I shall fit, all that is lost and all that exist
halo now severed I'm done with the angels, death now creeps close to all that is equal
yet again I am screaming of all that I have felt, so different through view, like I'm someone yet someone else